Ready or not, here I come!

My brother passed away this past July 7th. I don't think you can ever be ready to hear this kind of news. Honestly, I wasn't even sure how much I cared. What my reaction would be. We lived on different countries, different lifestyles, and different states of mind. He was the heartbreaker of the town. Successful with the ladies and friends with all. Excelled at every sport and charmed anyone with his funny speech. Not so good with business and not so successful with long term relationships.

Carlos was living his life as if on a race and lost it to inmaturity. He caused all of us who loved him a great deal of pain. We wanted to be wrong, but we weren't. Life must be lived wisely. Our choices will have consecuences and many are eternal. I thank God that not all was lost with him. At the very end of his race, he looked up and recognized his need of a Savior. He accepted his bad ways and asked God in his heart. And yes, God welcomed him into His presence at only 42.

Many things were never said. We had so many conversations pending... I don't think I was ready to see him go, but ready or not, it was his time to go.

Relationships have a new meaning for me. I realize now that it is not worth it to get tired of the fight. We must press on loving, and caring, and sharing, and being patient because we never know how many opportunities we have.

Do you have a "Carlos" in your life? Have you said it all already? Could you love a little more? Could you share just a little more? Could you have just a little bit more patience? Do!